the monkeys

we had a long weekend.. it was supposed to be the Eidul-Adha celebration, but i guess, not having my hubby around, not planning for qurban, not performing the haj .. yet.. we took it as a little bit of long break.
so, to start the day of piling works will need a lot of motivation and energy. and at the moment.. and for the rest of my life.. that will take a while.
lemme start chat session with talking about work.. so many things to talk about.. or, if i may, the complaint list will be endless.. hence, i must be very careful to post this subject, just to ensure that it won't kill me back.. of course i have tonnes and tonnes to complaint about my work.. but, i still need my work. especially when my credit cards will definitely be in the 5-10% region reaching its limits.with that, i still need my monthly income.

it's funny some-how people like us, like most of my friends and myself, live to work instead of work to live .. my hubby sacrifices the times & distances for work.. one good friend of mine works miles away from home ten years ago, and no intention of coming back to Malaysia.. two good friends of mine clearly told the boss they would never take up the management post and doesn't mind staying as the seniors, just because.. and the other two chics just wonder why their performance were rated by the numbers of incoming emails... the list goes on..

and the boss, that would be another story.. they keep saying they understand where we are coming from, somehow, we knew best what they meant.. towards end of the year, their favourite suddenly were having piling of undone jobs.. they are just overloaded... and they are trying to cope their very best.. and that justify the big lump sum of increment and bonuses.. yarrr rrigghtt.. when talking about their favourite, the ass-kissers, they would say 'overloaded'.. when talking about the others. they would say 'inefficient'..

talking about thousand and one personalities that we have to deal with while working.. definitely would be endless.. the 'old maid' who will always be there smiling, showing off her big fat ass, the 'i'm-untouchable-so-that-i-can-just-throw-tantrums-to-anybody', the 'slow' and 'steady' personnel, the jack-ass, the 'everybody-is-so-free-except-me'.. and again, we all know the list is endless..

at the end of the day, when the day comes to evaluate the so-called 'performance review'.. if you are not in his list, you will always be the under-achievers, and if you are, you will always be the shining pin-ups.. the easiest way?.. dream on and work.. if you care so much.