i wonder if i should chat about the weather... the rainy stormy weather in the East..which end up me sending the clothes to the laundry and cost me (..my hubby, actually) 40 bucks.
i wonder if i should chat about how sleepy i am now .. poor little aimar was having fever, and he could hardly sleep.. and i'm sure many will agree that if your kids are sick, you'll be 'sick' too.. if not physically, you'll be sick, mentally and emotionally..
i wonder if i should chat about the december party .. am half-way there with the preps.. but sometime it annoys me when 'people' thinks what i was doing was 'crap' just because the colours did not match the scheme.. WTF.. am working while crafting, what have you been doing?
i wonder if i should chat about how 'disturbed' i was when i went to the airport with the boys and to find out after a tasteless expensive laksa, after a chase-aimar drama, after two hours wondering that i've mixed up with the flight schedule that i was 24 hours early than i've expected... aiyyooo...
i wonder if i should chat about how we, women, cannot trust men.. no matter what, no matter how.. by all means, my hubby agrees with that.. not that he is representing a cheating hubby (ehem, i hope).. but, he said, so that the wife doesn't take things for granted..
i wonder if should chat about how can i expressed the truth i'm feeling about how irresponsible i felt about this good friend of mine?
i wonder if should chat about about a person i happen to know who thinks the world rotates around her and diet is not in her dictionary and hence she can tell everybody how fat i am (and i am not).. and frankly, when the statement came from her, i shouldn't give a damn about it.. but she is worst than annoying freak..how can i stand that?
i wonder if i should chat about another person i knew who thinks she is not contributing anything and the funny thing is that it is not her that worries about her contribution-less, but the taiko himself raised his concern about this non-contributing girl.. the taiko thinks she's too overloaded and not that she is not contributing (how contradicts is that?).. the taiko worried she would leave.. and i wonder if i should tell her, if you want to leave, what is stopping you? just leave..
i wonder if i should chat about how surprised i was to find out how depressed my good friend was and she managed to hide it with all her laughters, smiles and jokes.. how can i be so blur? and i am partly to be blame for not being sensitive enough with my surroundings..
i wonder if should chat about how impressed i was at my mum's negotiation skill. we went to zang toi's over the weekend, and as expected, nice available clothes will definitely came from non-discounted rail.. and yet, she managed to convince the seller, with 25% off .. if it was me, i'll just buy because it was a nice shirt and who would dare to ask discount from designer's shop?.. but still, i saved 25% of the purchase..
i wonder if i should chat about how weird i felt when someone suddenly came up with an event that clashed with my pre-arranged schedule and they knew it.. they just don't want me to be there, i guess
i wonder if i should chat about how eagerly excited i am to wait for the karaoke session i am planning to go next week..
ahh.. back to reality.. my work is piling up, my motherly assignment is half way there, bits and pieces.. i guess, i'll just chat about real things when the time is right, the ideas are perfect and when i'm convinced that the readers who are reading my chats are clueless about who and what and where and when and how..penning off...
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