a click too late

when i started this blog, my intention is to directly expressed what i feel and think, yet being as discreet as possible so that i will indirectly 'hurt' the people i bitched about.. and i could have care less what they feel...

today, as much as i'm trying to be discreet as possible, as much as i've been back-spacing words i've typed, i just don't give a damn..

i received a blardy stupid work-email last friday when i was on sick leave, in reponse to me forwarding an email to the person in charge and CCing to the bossess.. the simple yet hurtful, nope - not hurtful - more than stupid respond was "I also got the same email from ****. You dint had to forward back to me by CCing others and feel great as always. I know my job. If you think i am not good, you can take over my position."
Nope, I'm not being discreet and i don't give a damn.. if the person is reading this, he know i meant him..yes.. you know that is your own wordings.. no amendment made!.. and to all readers out there, how professional is that? you don't have to know the background story, or even i was a bitch (and feel great as always), what sane mind can anyone send a work-email to another collegues in such tone.. bad bad english!

i was just a click away to reply to that bugger, when i found out the big taiko is in the picture. so, we had a long monday morning sermon... of course, the taiko is trying his hard to be as 'reasonable' and even-handed as possible.. but, i knew i was 'winning'.. i may be aggressive (the nicer word of putting it besides 'bitch')...but i'm not stupid.. the mistake the bugger did, not even close to stupid, just plain dumb moron would think such things..

he said "i'm sorry.. as i told you M***.. i wrote the email yesterday, and didn't intend to send it out.. then the next morning, i came in, and the outlook send out the email automatically"... ok.. i might have 'fabricate' the sentence to make him look bad.. but, that's what i heard coming from his mouth.. and as if that is very ttrrruuueee... and when he said this, he didn't look at me, so he was not addressing it to me.. only until towards the end, when the taiko ask us to be 100% professional and asked if he got anything to say, he said "i'm sorry".. and still talking to himself.. and the taiko said "tell it to her"...


with what he has done, he supposed to be crucified, thrown with fire balls from Ben-10 heatblast, rolled over and over again by 30 tonnes monster truck..... but again, when he said sorry, though he didn't say it to me at the first place (still being the bastard of him) and only until the big taiko asked him indirectly to apologise to me.. it still didn't pay enough!..but, to think of it.. some idiot is showing to all the bossess that he's an idiot.. what else could i ask for more?..... sweet revenge..