Friday, June 25, 2010

time to repent

how can anybody sleep at night when they are fully aware that there are so many loose ends that need to be tighten?
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we were supposed to get some food for lunch when we took a detour to the MNG store that was loud enough showing off their sale bargain...how can we not stop by? it's a sin!.. and there it was, that nice RM189 gladiator shoes was on sale.. the one that my bff took was the brown one and the old price were slash and the sale price was RM89. how can i not buy? it's another sin!..  i queued just to find out that the shoe was RM40 more than the one in brown... because it's the black one.. the funny thing was, the price before the sale was the same for both brown and black shoe... how can MNG do that? it's a big big sin, right? right? right?

parenting is no easy job. it's a lifetime job. that is why my bff was telling me that she'll die if something bad happen to her only daughter. and i must agree with her... how can she live without her lovely daughter? it's a sin. and i blame myself when i realised that my son has yet to learn to read, fast and fluently. how can i let him all alone all this while and not coaching him properly? it's another sin. alas, blaming me not prioritising and putting my kids above all ... how can anybody have a heart to tell that off? it's a big big sin, right? right? right?

she was a good friend. really a good good friend. she has a problem, and i can't help from 'helping'. how can i not help a friend in trouble? it's a sin. somehow, the help offered was not the help that was favoured. how can i know that i was not helping? it's another sin. but, to ignore a good friend, a very good good friend, just doesn't equate in the bffs formula. how can we abandon a bff? how can a bff take advantage of us and leave? it's a big big sin, right?right?right?

called up the hrm, again. she was apologising.. the paperwork been piling up, from her desk to her boss's... all we have to do is wait..... and we've been waiting for the past two months!!!!!!!!that is a big big big sin.. and i know it is a big big big sin.


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