Wednesday, July 7, 2010

breath in, breath out...

waiting is never healthy... not healthy at all.. your heatbeats getting faster and  faster that you could hear them thumping in your ears, your migrains visit you often and you couldn't tell the doctor whether it was pure migrain or just the anxiety talking, your mind strays to stretch trying to figure when it will end... waiting is sickening.

i've been waiting .. seems like forever.. but, actually,my wait started two months ago. last week, i thought my waiting has ended. i was wrong, no doubt. as i'm writing this, i still need to wait. aggghhh... it's like the ulcers i had in my mouth, two of them, on the left and on the right side.. its hurt when i want to sip the water, and its so painful when i chewed my food, and its stink when i applied the oral aid on them... and all i need is to wait for it to heal.. and everybody knew i had this ulcer, and everybody knew there's nothing much that they can say but 'sabar'...

until i got everything settled, my posting will be very very very boring...dead boring..hmmm

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