heart rules!

my bff shared with me a story..i might have tell the story differently, to what my understanding is..
a story about a girl met a boy and fell madly deeply truly in love with the boy. from the story, i'm not sure if the boy felt the same, but, they were out and about, and was an item.

after quite sometimes, the boy started cheating on her. she could sense it, but was in denial. her bff saw with her own bare eyes he kissed a girl in a public dancefloor, and that girl wasn't she!of course her bff told her, and of course she hesitated..not that she didn't believe her bff, but she was blinded by love! he hated her bff, and axed her out. she still believed they were in love. of course, he never stopped cheating her.

her girlfriends warned her, endlessly. her bff lose hopes on her when it comes to love.

years after years, she left him. but, she knew, deep inside, it is him that she ever wanted.

to make things worst, she still keep in touch with don juan de marco.

last week, one of her girlfriend texted her. this bimbo, without doubts and regrets, told her "i actually been going out with your ex for the past one year"... to add the drama, the bimbo was one of her buddies that kept telling her that she has to let this casanova go and 'teach him a lesson well learnt!'. the bimbo decided to tell her, because .. "we've been together for a year, and i think he is cheating on me, and he is cheating on me with you"....

of course i just couldn't say an unthinkable beyond sane mind when my bff reach this part...

fact is, this girl always smitten by this romeo. we are sure he cheated at least four ladies at once, playing off the girls' hearts, and get all the perks of having be the man of the hour! blardy-big-bastard.. he deserved more than a swear! he shouldn't even bother to stay on living,  but he did! the girl, surely left heart-broken. like the others. 

we, girls, are sore losers for 'perfect' guy.. the guy that we've created the image in our mind, and we live through it. bestow with soft hearts, we are failures to love. some of us may get lucky.. some of us may find that perfect guy who is perfect for us.. some of us may somehow wake up and realized the guy next to us is not the one for us..some of us may never stop hoping..some of us may believe that love is always a myth.. some of us just clueless..

to that girl, that smart girl, i wish her the best. she knew what's right and what's best for her... she can ask everybody for opinions.. but at the end of the day, she knew, she would always has her final says.